..i don't seem to know where i stand now..
..i don't even know if what i am doing is right or wrong..
what matters is how i could hold on..
what matters is how i can bring back those senses..
i have done so many things
so many things for the air i breathe..
and i will continue doing so,
just to bring back purity into it..
i realized that sometimes people can't think straight
will punish themselves for things that got uncontrollable..
self-forgiveness just seem so hard
even at the stake of giving up everything so wonderful..
all these just for the guilt..
for the people who are so innocent, untainted..
will be willing to let go..
just because of the "undeserving anymore" belief..
pathetic, i should say..
but then there are people who remain true and loyal..
..unconditional love never ceases..
for as long as the world evolves..
..no ifs.. no buts..
..i wish i could do more..
..i wish i could shoulder all..
but i simply don't know how..
i guess i'll just continue persisting..
..unyielding of whatever goes in the way..
