...failure

failure, i guess
is what i am all these times..
just realized it now..
no more happy thoughts..
no more illusions..

...lost

//sigh//
guess this is one instance
when i have to be all enthused
yet desolation prevailed over..

Life could be so callous,
loathsome,
appalling at times

there's just so many
questions,
anxiety,
uncertainty
and reservations..

that you'll never know
what should be
and what should be not..



do prestige and possessions
have to always materialize..

why do human beings
cannot settle and live
on the basis of love alone..

i always thought that
Love is the greatest
commandment of all..
that love berserk it all..



but when there's just too many
constraints,
too many experts..
how would you counter..

guess reality does bite..
and i will have to deal with it
for the time being..

..sprinkled tranquility

the weather today is..
just oh so languid
which made me sprawl and drowse
at the wee-afternoon hour..lol..



this is really odd..
one drizzly episode
on a summer season..



well,
at least it made
the ambiance a bit different
from those so hot previous ones..

i don't know,
but raindrops make it relative
with overwhelming emotions..



probably the mizzle
exudes as a plethora of passion
which directs
to different types of sentiment..

thus,
the feeling of
..forlorn
..wanting
..neediness



aaaah..
rain..
most likely we'll never really know
the reason behind
all these bewilderment



what's definite is
we'll get to see and feel the sun
as soon as the rain
ceases to fall..



wonders of life..
moments to ponder..
..really one amazing realm!

for the mean time,
let's just simply enjoy
one melancholy day..
and
the upshot of the sprinkle..



*********

binagoongang baboy..





feast on it.. hehe..

tête-à-tête

i just realized
that my last post was also
my last status at FB..(duh!)
which made it seem
that i intentionally stopped
on updating my blog
so as to emphasize on it..

uh oh.. i feel so guilty

and so uncomfortable..

in all honesty..
i am just so overwhelmed
with that subject
hence, the reason for the researches
and blog as well..

but i am still a bit cynical about it..
i may believe it with its veracity
yet in my heart and in my mind
the tête-à-tête is still a question..

nonetheless,
as i've mentioned before..
it's better to gear up
than to be sorry in the end..

let's just try to recollect
that there were too many doubtful minds
when noah built the ark then..

moreso, when he informed that
a great flood is coming
to wipe the entire civilization..

bottom line is..
..let's live a full life
..know our priorities
..love with all our heart
..give peace a chance

and to top it all..
leave everything in HIS hands..


***********

my own version of sisig..



a slow and sumptuous way to commit suicide.. Lol..

..self-perceptions

well i have been into deep thinking
with regards to what's transpiring globally..
and i just can't help but wonder
why is it so?

a lot of people have been affected
with this universal catastrophe..
and this is already proving
to be quite unreasonable..

hmmmm...
again, these are just
the product of my zany imagination..
don't want to wheedle in any way..
just thinking out loud per se..

how in the world could this disarray happen?
why o why does it affect the whole domain?
don't i sound reasonable when i say
somewhere, somehow,
those big companies out there
could and would have maintained their status?
i know it's a cycle thing..
but there would have been
a start point or end point..

so, what am i getting into?
well, i was just flickering on the idea
that isn't it feasible that these
big people might be into something?
could it be that they are investing on
a much deeper grounds?
one that will secure
their continued existence..

whooaaaa!
i guess this is pathetic thinking..
lol..
but then, no one can blame me for this
i'm just trying to mull over things..

perhaps, this is the result
of too much research
too much engrossment..
aaaargh..
well..

here are some clips
could be true, could be not...
no one knows..
but i always believe
that it's better to be aware
on what could have been going on..
that way, we may, in a way,
prepare ourselves..

so should it prove to be false,
no worries..
probably we have done so many good deeds
by then..

let's just enjoy our families,
our relatives,
our friends,
our life..
trust me,
nothing is much better..










********
chicken afritada..with a twist!





yum!

..crème de la crème

High School Life - Sharon Cuneta Music Code


i still have this hangover..
from being with dear friends
in person and online
last Saturday til yesterday..

we were still like kids..
teasing here and there..

and it felt really great
like our good old days..

which brought me to focus
to some of the cluster you'll encounter
on our crème de la crème section..

we have the famous&stunning..



the intellectuals..



the up-to-dates



the despairings..



Lol..<
to name a few..

aaaahh..
nothing can really beat
high school life..

little worries..
lots of laughter..
adventures..
camaraderie..

what's overwhelming is that
no matter who we became,
wherever we are..
wherever we have been
some still maintained
the personality
we once have been..

and this lets us travel back
to the moment in time
where we all were, once,
members of a great big family..

..chronicles

oh.. it's been quite a while
yet i'm still trying to get my senses back..
well, too many factors ate up my time
on the week that has elapsed..

now i can't seem to find
a way to start anew..
sigh..

well..
nonetheless,
not very often that
these situations happen..

..i just
..i must
..i have
to stand the pressure..
after all..
these are strains arising from excitement
as persons close to my heart
face diverse state of affairs..

♥ one ties the knot soon..

♥ one goes home for a vacation

♥ one starts a new function
and wants to land a new post


Life indeed is a tale itself
..different stories
..different achievements
..different serenity

and i am so fortunate
to be in the cast
of these individual's
own chronicle..