...lost

//sigh//
guess this is one instance
when i have to be all enthused
yet desolation prevailed over..

Life could be so callous,
loathsome,
appalling at times

there's just so many
questions,
anxiety,
uncertainty
and reservations..

that you'll never know
what should be
and what should be not..



do prestige and possessions
have to always materialize..

why do human beings
cannot settle and live
on the basis of love alone..

i always thought that
Love is the greatest
commandment of all..
that love berserk it all..



but when there's just too many
constraints,
too many experts..
how would you counter..

guess reality does bite..
and i will have to deal with it
for the time being..